Seventh Grade Reflections

Seventh grade has been hard. and like I mean- I have no idea how I have survived the year (so far). Yet it has vanished right before my eyes.

Like any first day at school- I was excited- yet still knowing in the back of my mind I’d have homework like no ones business. I also told myself I wouldn’t fall behind- like the year before- but again knowing in the back of my mind that two weeks in I’d have twelve bazillion million missing assignments.

I was soon greeted with my prediction- yet still passing the tests. (Still a mystery to me). But I do feel as if I have gotten progressively gotten better at keeping up with assignments- except English. I have got better at math- and even I am caught up completely with science but I still struggle with my English assignments.

through the ups and downs- every year has been an adventure- and I know every year in the future will be an adventure. Seventh grade has been the hardest grade by far- and it’s not even over. I know Eighth grade will be even harder: and I’m ready.

Dance Poem

Just a nice little dance poem for y’all. I find it hard to explain just how much dance means to me… Sigh… Maybe one day I might be put it into suitable words. Until then this is all I can give you. Many people say dance isn’t hard. Well it is. People tell me that I spend “Too much time at dance,” or that “I never rest,” but you don’t understand is I feel when I dance. It’s what I love to do, and I won’t give that up for anything.

I am a dancer.

I twirl, leap, and spin.

I jump, pirouette, and tap.

I am a dancer.

I feel pain and fear.

I feel defeat and failure.

Yet, I keep going.

I smile, I practice, I perform.

I have grace and beauty.

 

I do not dance because I am happy,

I am happy because I dance.

 

I hear the applause.

I perform and do my best.

Sometimes I fail.

I don’t give up.

For I am a dancer.

I am brave and strong.

I dance not for fame and glory.

But for how I feel inside.

I am happiness, joy, love, and excitement.

Strife, talent, joy.

Determination and beauty.

I am a dancer.

Continuation of The Writing Blurb

So I posted part if this story a while ago. I’m writing on this app called Wattpad where you can write and publish your stories and read other people’s too. This part comes after the part I published earlier. So her you go…

–DAYS EARLIER–

“For the LAST time will you shut up!” My voice rang over the mindless chatter of my friends and family.

“But seriously, what would happen if he didn’t come back this time… What if he really stayed MIA forever?” Cece’s voice cut through the mindless chatter and giggles. Everyone stopped to look at me. All with the same question in their eyes.

“I’ve never thought about it,” I answered truthfully. “I’ve never pictured my life without him, simply because I would have no life. There would be no ‘Christina Rose’ with out my Chris. There just wouldn’t.”

My ominous words bounced around to each person in turn. My mother and father pursuing their lips. They don’t like the fact that their little girl is so emotionally dependent on a “boy.”

My brothers’ wives and girlfriends sighed at my seemingly romantic words. Not understanding the truth, and the weight that they held.

My words finally bounced to me.

“Is that really what would happen to me?” I thought. “Yes.”

Actually, the more I thought about it the more and more they bothered me. I had always been an independent girl before I met Chris. After I was different. I always needed him. Weather he had his arm around me, or he was waving excitedly through the computer screen. All the way from Afghanistan.

Media and Memory

When I was little, I  LOVED Strawberry Shortcake. Nowadays, I would hate it, but that didn’t stop me from  watching every episode and having a doll that had every outfit.

 

I guess I just loved the way her hair smelled like strawberries and her red rosy cheeks, that gave her the look of a happy child. The freckles on her face and her hat were a certain shade of green that almost looked like watermelon. She was the most perfect doll I could ask for.

 

While I watched it,  I was happy, she was like a inspiration to me and I looked up to her.
Strawberry shortcake was my favorite toy and show when I was little. I loved it so much that for my 5th birthday I had a Strawberry Shortcake themed party. There were green chairs, and pink table cloths everywhere

My childhood would not be the same if I never had that little doll in my life.

I even still have my old doll in my closet.

SSC

In-Studio Dance Convention

This weekend is the first dance convention that I’m going to this year. In dance conventions there are usually 7 to 10 well known choreographers that travel around the country to teach pre-professional dance teams like mine. There are usually about 90 to 120 per room so it can be hard to dance sometimes with only one teacher to help everyone. Later this year a couple of dancers from my studio (including me) are going to Houston for 24/7 (another convention) for 4 days. I’m also competing my solo for the first time this year at this convention so I’m kind of nervous.